The remedy

I won't worry my life away.

Lovely Day

I have always loved going for walks but I never go on any at home.
And yes, i am going to blame it on the tropical weather and sun for it or maybe it is just me.

Sometimes I do think to myself that maybe I'm just a lazy person who like to think I like walks who actually really doesn't like doing anything at all. Hmm. After today, I'm pretty sure that is not true and I'm just going to continue to blame it on the sun.


I'm really excited on going for another walk soon. I do really need more fresh air. I need to keep going. Thank you for the amazing scenery, God. I needed it. And even if that sun comes out, I want to see myself walking down the path.

Is it worth it all?

I can't do this, Sam.


I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end.

Because how could the end be happy?
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now.

Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.


What are we holding onto, Sam?


That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo
and it's worth fighting for.



Indeed it is.
So, keep going.

Woah

Today I got attacked


by

a

christmas tree


for real


and I got scratches to prove it.

Give Thanks

Today is my very first Thanksgiving!

Also, I learned how to rollerblade for the first time in 21 years.
It's amazing how learning something new can be so satisfying.
It's also funny how painfully scary a fall can be.

So note to self,
never ever stop learning.



oh yeah, I'm pretty thankful I am not a turkey.

It's Your Love

All things may fail around me

but

You are faithful.

Thank you for showing me the beauty of your creation.

It's impossible not to smile when I see how amazing every tree, every cloud, every wave surrounding me. How can I not be thankful that the same Creator created me? Even when I feel like nothing is going right, I know deep down you make all things right. Even when I don't understand, I know you hold the answer. Today, I remember Your Love once again.

Bad Dogs Have More Fun

I think it's almost a month since Xabi is with his new family.

I never like counting the days.

I rather have them just pass each day.

I still miss him so much and I often imagine him running around

but seeing him happy makes me so relieved.

Now I do believe I made the best decision for him.

He deserves the best

because He was his best for me.

Till then I wait to see you again,

in my dreams :)

So Close

Yet still,

so far.

Tell me

How many times have I failed you?

See it the right way

It's so easy to see that

everything is going the wrong way

when we have the wrong glasses on.

Life is beautiful because You gave it.

________________

2 Corinthians 4: 16 - 18

¹⁶ Therefore we do not lose heart.

Though outwardly we are wasting away,

yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.

¹⁷ For our light and momentary troubles

are achieving for us an eternal glory

that far outweighs them all.

¹⁸ So we fix our eyes not on what is seen,

but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary,

but what is unseen is eternal.

Think and Do

"Good intentions doesn't guarantee right actions "

and how often we never get them right?

Why oh why?

I was searching but not any more.

I don't need an answer

cause today,

I'm letting go.

then, I found my answer

You

Let's GO

" A grand adventure is about to begin "

~ Winnie the Pooh

It's always a little scary to step into something new.

Always with uncertainties and possibilities ahead.

It's even more frightening when we don't know what to expect

or maybe it's best not to.

But just like a little story about a bear and his friends,

there is always so much to learn and

so much more to be thankful for.

Indeed it's gonna be a grand adventure.

And this time, it's taking place in USA!

p/s : all i can say is thank you. God, you made my dream a reality.

Keep my heart

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord.

To see the truth where there is uncertainty.

Many voices are all around but

where is your small still voice?

I will wait here.

I'll fix my eyes on You

Only You.

If you knew

I've always knew you had it in you.

The endless possibilities that you could achieve.

The heights that you could reach.

That you could do anything.

Always have and I always will.

I just wish others could see what I see in you too.

If you see it,

You could have the world.

Love,

Your friend

how?

O God, please give me strength?

Help me see.